An Ideal Holiday?

Shop shop shop till you drop?

Visiting Historical places?

A food tour?

A relaxing chalet in nature?

Or just a good sex in the toilet?


And I done it all in the month of MARCH!

OH

I See... Now I see what between you guys.. Whatever it is.. Fuck OFF!

House of Smoke

I hate it when ppl smokes in my house... and damn shit I have no right to say because the guest is not even my FREN! Its my bro's one.. And I really hate it with these smell around my house... ARGGHHHH

Love Is Crazy

Penny Tai, a singer whom is born in Johor (yeah same state as me, talented as me as well ooops) is really one of the best singer in the region- I mean both as a composer, lyricist as well as a singer. I think I have posted a few on her before simply because I adore her soo much as well as proud of her being one talented Malaysian that really won a prestigious Golden Melody Award 2 years ago as the award is simply touted as Grammy of Asia. The song that makes her won the award is simply fantastic- Love is Crazy. The composition of the song is really special with lots of piano and some other effects added in.. Well.. just play the song here:

Before

I get any ideas of putting any words in here.. Enjoy these banned ads from IKEA. Very funny oh.. !

Posted Post Po Op

HOHO

And I dunno what to write in my blog also.. I have been empty in my mind all these days. Maybe is due to work problems etc. I think i need to restructure everything I have in my life and see how it goes..

Bye!

BLOKEback Mountain

Have been going to gym very frequent nowadays since I want to feel how the gay bloke crowd is in California Fitness Pyramid branch cause my contract wt Celebrity Fitness already ended. Well my first few trips have been pleasant except for today. Not to mention the good thing about meeting the super famous gay boy - Sunny in the gym but not in his hip hop class, but also saw an uncle enjoying himself in the gym only until I went into the room and he immediately grabbed the towel and cover up his all STAND UP Minnie (ooops)! And also found out that the guy I HATE since uni is there too! DUHZ!!!!

I always like my celebrity fitness due to low gay bloke crowd and also low density of human population. But in California, the crowd is of course more but sunway is still OK but with the person I hate and the misdemour behavior in the gym, I really need to reconsider a bit lor.. uhmnn..

I don't think

I'm going to blog anytime soon..

I just feel like I'm going no where and rather feel disappointed, sad, angry and a lot of mixed reactions on my job, family, relationship and myself.

Whatever it is goodbye and nitez!

The Real One

I still remember when i just stepped into the new blogger world. Of course I was introduced by my friend named RC back on year 2002. Yup that is sooo sooooooo long ago. Well as I stepped into the blog I was sooo addicted. Back then I really wrote a lot of things in my blog except about my gayness since my straight friends reading it. Well well I also try to find interesting blog written by gays and that's the year I found 2 blogs which is very interesting and eye-catching- Kay's blog and also Jay's blog. Then well I was introduced to more blogs and only until 3 years ago I started to write about my sexuality on the blog as well as changing more frequent links.

Well this is not what I want to say about. My purpose of this post is to reveal the real one behind most blogs. I mean I met a lot of bloggers but ok maybe not as much as some of the social-butterfly bloggers but what I'm pretty confident is I did met quite a few bloggers that have been a hit in this circle. Well my intention is not of kiss and tell of the bloggers but rather saying that out of 10 bloggers I met statistically, only 2 or 3 is real into their blogs but others are just fake or more accurately pretentious.

Sometimes when i read their blogs, it is really a joke when you know he's not like this. I mean not as INNOCENT or not as GOOD or as a MR PERFECT MAN as what have been written in their blog. Of course exaggeration is allowed in the blogs but overly exaggerated blog is rather a blog that is really can be dumped from my list. Of course you can be a little drama, a little bit of emotional or wat (cause I'm too) but you can't write what is sooo totally opposite what you suppose to be. I remember I used to read this blog who closed and recently opened back that is sooo fake as one of my best friend actually used to date him as well. So well my friend told me a lot of things and when I read his blog, it is rather a lot of different stories coming out from there. I choose not to tell my friend about it cause I don't know how it will react cause it is really soo different on what he wrote on why they broke off in the end.

So of course being straightforward always the one being victimized or shoot down. Of course I'm being straightforward SOMETIMES in some of the blogs create myself a lot of trouble or more accurately find a lot of truth behind a person. Of course I remembered when I just briefly commented on someone's post about his own birthday using a straightforward meanie words, the next thing i know is my link from his blog was deleted in three days time. That is how I know how much a person can receive criticism as well as how childish is him.

Of course being childish me, I also choose not to talk to persons that is overly stepped on my tail in msn. I tend to just ignore them because it is rather wasting of time explaining to them why this and that. But for real frens out there, sorry for not replying your msn as well cause you guys should know I don't really like to talk on MSN nowadays. Of course meeting sensitive blogger is a bit hard. I once getting know a blogger who always thought he's the perfect guy blah blah blah and always right... But yet he is one super sensitive guy. A single msn without msg or comment without replied was thought as IGNORE HIM. So I just got fed up in the end explaining to him abt this and that althought I DID treat him as my very good blogger fren last time, but I really fed up and ignore him till now.. The childish side of me still in me..

Of course being a blogger of myself and knowing everyone might reading my blog, I don't really blog out my uhmnn sexual adventure as I still prefer to be keep in secret which include some of the phone sex with certain bloggers out there which I rather keep quiet of. Well those phone sex have been stopped when i find it is really tasteless ahaha. But I'm pretty sure those guys that have sex phone with me WERE not attached that time (in case any bloggers or readers suspected their blogger bf is the one that having phone sex with me). I'm not sure about now anyway..

OKOK after all the KISS n TELL on bloggers, I should just end this post with introduction of a new blogger.. Well just read the blog HERE! :)

BYE

OFF

For a Short Trip..

Sorry to LoY for abandoning him for few days in KL.. Or maybe he should thanks me for letting him to have more freedom and picking up guys randomly without me! Huh.. Orgies without me? How Can?????

Anyway will be back on Sunday.. with more pictures hopefully..

Bye!

The Thing Is

1. DAP did a very stupid thing by saying want to waive all the summons that issued by the municipal. So does it mean that all the offenders are going freely? It is a stupid move just to make their citizens happy. Don't you think so? Rather than waives the summons, they should maybe reduce the license renewal fees or sth. Waiving the summons makes those goody citizens unhappy after all.

2. Lack of communication between the Perak DAP and the head DAP is very vital killing factor for DAP for the coming election. So why Ngeh signed the paper that allows PAS leader to become MB without even consenting the Head DAP or the adviser? Huh now everyone is sooo confused on Kit Siang's words and also the words of Perak DAP Head-Ngeh.

3. But its a good move to make it free for the ferry. This really benefits the citizens by paying less traveling between penang island and the main island. So maybe they will change their mind not driving the cars, thus less traffic on the bridge.

4. Stupid move by holding ff the development. All the ongoing projects already have a signed contract. That also mean that if they want to change any contractor or anything, they have to pay a huge amount of senseless money to the previous contractor as a compensation. Don't act like BN by stopping the half project of the Half crook bridge to Singapore in JB. Change the contractor will end up paying more.

5. PAS confusing views between their Head Leader and Kedah/Perak Leader is a concern to the people in both states on whether rules on banning alcohol or entertainment in the state. It is really a big hit in Terengganu 7/8 years ago when all the entertainment outlets have to close down even those in the hotel. Imagine Langkawi going to have those rules in action. And separate time for usage of swimming pools for male and female. (yes yes its true in kelantan where it is in action in one of the hotel I stayed previously)


Too much for the politics. and I truly hope they will be more in line on their thoughts rather than shooting each other down. But for all I really think the point no. 1 is really stupid. Yes waiving summons is stupid. Those ppl are really should pay what they have done.. :)

Married!

NOT ME!

Its my bro wedding day under the Law of Malaysia. Yeah, my bro and his gf wife registered today in Thean Hou Temple KL! :P

HorroR!!!!

PAS Leader becomes the new MB in Perak!!!! How Come?

That Saturday

LoY decided to use up his vouchers for a dinner in Senses Hilton Kuala Lumpur. It is rather excited for me since its my first time there and since the restaurant itself is an award winning restaurant in Malaysia :P ! Of course by knowing its menu on hand which they sent through email, we already expected that we couldn't afford a full course meal since after divided to 6 persons altogether we only have roughly RM135 to spend. So LoY brought some Patchi Chocolates for me for a appetizers before we go to the superb restaurant. Btw Patchi is superb too :P!

Yum Yum Patchi!

Senses in Hilton KL

Random flower shots in the restaurant.

The free soup and bread from the restaurant. Btw the distilled water is NOT FREE! It is RM6.50 per small cup since the whole bottle of 750ml is already RM26 :( ! I taste nothing!

Duck RM 78

Five spiced roast duck lasagna, sous-vide duck breast, foie gras emulsion,

roasted cherry tomatoes & reduced balsamic vinegar

2006 Delta Vineyard Pinot Noir, Marlborough, New Zealand

No I did not order the wine.. But the dish is damn nice!

The Complimentary Dessert- Pineapple with uhmnn black pepper.. weird taste!

Rhubarb & Strawberry RM 36
Sous vide poached summer rhubarb with sweet jumbo strawberries, minute baked lavender meringue,
crispy vanilla churros & fraicheur of orange nougat
2005 Michel Torino Don David Late Harvest Torrontes, Cafayate Valley, Argentina

No we didn't order the wine also ahaha too expensive.. Btw I didn't try this one.. It looks nice but I heard it doesn't taste as great.

Brulée RM 36
Traditional vanilla crème brulée with Australian rhubarb,
strawberry pearls, lemon & basil ice cream
2005 Michel Torino Don David Late Harvest Torrontes, Cafayate Valley, Argentina

LoY's order! Very nice... and again.. no wine ordered.. ahaha!

Vahlrona RM 36
Warm baked Valrhona chocolate pudding with orange & sesame ganache, mandarin ice cream
NV Hidalgo La Gitana Pedro Ximenez Napoleón, Jerez, Spain

This is SUPERB!

Complimentary dessert again for us :P

Random Shots!

So after dinner, me and LoY decided to hang up in Coffee Bean which is just opposite La Queen as to get into La Queen at the latter time to hook some guys out from it to have a Orgy that nite. Yay we had great sex orgy that nite.. Do you believe it?

No More

Langkawi...

Ipoh (if PAS leader became the Menteri Besar)

sigh...

:(

Since someone from PAS saying that they will implement a Ban on all things that is not allowed by religion.. So gambling? Alcohol?

DUHZ!

Tonight Menu For The Blog!

I went

Senses on last saturday! By winning quite a few awards in Malaysia International Gourmet Festival, no doubt their food is SUPERB and EXPENSIVE! :P

Will post the pics later... SEE YAH!

**Damn blogger.. sth wrong with uploading pics..

Too Early To Say

So for this blog, i don't really talk about politics since I don't really think any of the party worths a single word from me. Opposition might not as great as what they said too and of course BN everyone just know lar ok!

So now Opposition reached their target of preventing 2/3 majority of BN and as well grabbed 5 states from BN. What we know is now the whole Malaysia "might" have few consequences out of this results:

1. Opposition put it up a good show since we all know that so far opposition had given us a lot of promises.. Well if they won those 5 states, they should develop it well. Besides that so i expect there's no PETROL INCREASE RIGHT? since I once hear PAS promises no Petrol Increase if 2/3 majority win by BN is prevented! And of course DAP have putting quite a lot numbers of banners together with PKR on the increase of our items in Malaysia.. So maybe our char koay teow in KL (obviously KL is ruled by DAP right) will remained as at most RM3.50 per plate for coming 5 years!

2. Opposition sucks it up! Well with soo many states with different Party ruling, the central funding might have its brain crack on which states they should develop more. Penang DAP fighting for theirs, Kelantan PAS fighting for theirs, others and others everyone is trying to cheat out the central gov money out. So it is rather hard to see any fast development in certain areas. And I expect only a mild development in this coming 5 years and it might be good since it will averagely distributed across the country. But yet it also might be a bad sign where somewhere that supposed to be developed and highly potentials in making money might be neglected or under funded. And with new ruling party in certain states, new rules applied and there might be cultural shock on those states. Riots, Racial misunderstanding might occurs again where it repeats the history on the 60's. And things will goes back to what happened to Terengganu last 2 elections when Oppostion won then many changes makes BN gains back their power as people lost hopes on Opposition.. And the impacts still can be seen until now.

3. For one thing, fellow chinese don't expect too much.. Cause in the end, the total amount of chinese parliament seats still the same as usual cause our beloved opposition is still not smart enough of putting more candidates into election. They just put their candidates on the seats that competed by our fellow chinese from MCA. So does it make any difference? Will Chinese make the next PM? Definitely NO! So don't expect opposition can do much for you also.. Cause they also can't do much with the same amount of parliament seat for chinese. All we hope that at least they could change a bit lar ok!


So as a conclusion, it is too early to celebrate a winning for the opposition.. Cause many promises that need to be fulfilled by them.. So far for now, we all looking for it now.

Just words for opposition, it is rather happy to see you guys won but yet it also kind of insecure in my heart occurs.. It is really depends on what you going to give us in the coming 5 years. Either you sucks or really good! Show to us, as a citizen we already give the chance for you to have some words to say in the parliament. We need to see the changes.

I truly believes that most of us here that votes for Opposition is not because Opposition is doing a good job since we have yet to see anything from them. All we know is we hear and we see on newspaper thats all.. We vote for them is because we are disappointed of BN and we need some changes..

And for BN, if you can do a good job in future, there's no doubt you can win back the seats. Its just that it is too bad for now..

By the way, I just don't understand why Sharizat lost! She is one of the few good apples among the rottens one in BN but yet she lost.. Sigh...

Who am I?

What "hidden name" Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Evil

Sale is Evil...

Tangs on Sale...

And it is VERY BIG SALE!

Almost all Men's items on 50% discount.. DAMN DAMN DAMN EVIL!

And I bought a pair of leather shoes and a bag... Damn SHIT!

The one who thinks i'm gay

Its really funny to know someone who have been guessing who's gay who's not. Obviously this particular someone most probably a gay himself..

He is one of the company ex-staff and he left before I joined the company. For first he told one of my colleague that he thinks i;m gay. Luckily this colleague of mine already knows i am. She just replied him back that she dont know anything.. huh..

So just 2 days ago he told my colleague again that he suspect another new colleague of ours is gay. Huh. Being like to guess who's gay who's not, I really think that he is totally gay. Straight don't play such games. And being a very straight looking me except maybe a bit of bitch factor and also metrosexual look, but I don't portray any extreme gayish behavior in the company at all. Even my colleague agreed to me too..

With such a strong gaydar of him, I really think he is 100% gay lor.. huh...But stil I can't really sure of this yet :P!

Anyway the keyboard in this cybercafe here sucks.. I miss my home now :( I mean home in kl...

ye..

Miss me? miss me not?

Dear readers,

Its been a very busy month for the march and feb with chinese new year just left us not long ago and I should have more time during all these weeks but works and uhmnn LoY tied me up to maximum that I don't even have the time to really sit down here and blog what I want to say. Although i do blog once a while but i guess you guys can notice that the amount words that i blogged is not as much as i used to be anymore.

Well forget about blog this and that.. All I want to say is i'm really too busy to layan the blog but I promised I won't close down the blog since this domain is a PAID domain and I should use it to the max... Anyway to be true, i did wrote down my daily feelings on papers occasionally but in the end i just too lazy to retype out again ahaha.. Anyway maybe will try to upload more photos.. Or maybe u guys wanna see me in nude? ahahah I do have some here but urh... I need someone to pay for it.. IOooops.. "LoY gonna kill me..."

Out

For work...

will be back on 6th :)

Huh ???

Someone search "fat gay boy" through aol search and reached my blog..

What an insult for me especially when i'm not just FAT GAY BOY! I'm just Super OBESE FAT UGLY BOY ahah!